October 2009
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I think back to the old days and remember the way we used to talk everyday. I was so heart-broken when you left. I’m so happy you’re back and that you and I are on good terms. I was sure you’d forget about me by now. It’s crazy, I was the last person you kissed before you left, and the first when you got back. I feel really good about that, means I meant something to...
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I can’t believe it. You’re finally back. Early at that. I have been looking forward to this day for so long now. I was devastated when you left, and here we are, back to square one. You made it out alive, I’m proud of you for that. I also have a good feeling that you’re going to stick to what you’re telling me and not slip into bad habits. I have faith in you,...
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I know I’m nothing but skin and bones, but I sure think you’re beautiful.
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Today has been a bad day. Things are getting easier in some ways, but also harder in others. I don’t understand the human mind sometimes. How we can say such things to such people. We as humans are so cruel to one and other. I wish I were more humble as well as nice. I wish I could just be such a nice and caring person all the time, but again, I am human, and I can be a real bitch when...
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“We’ve seen how Sick Wind blows but I’ve got your bovine eyes I’ll love you like I love you then I’ll die”
You are the constant weight on my mind. I’m finding it hard to resist from the temptations you make me feel. I wish you were here, everyday. You sent me probably the sweetest thing ever today. You said:
“I will make you sandwiches and...
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I noticed you not so long ago. I admired your sincerity and the way you knew your way around your words. You had my heart fluttering and gave me that nervous but good feeling in my stomach again. I had been feeling quite down lately, but you helped me with a lot of that. You take the time out of your busy day, everyday, to share atleast some words with me. That means everything to me. ...
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My life is a joke anymore. I’m never going to be happy.
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Hey everyone, I’ve decided that I’m going to use my tumblr to post some of my looks/outfits and try to make it onto lookbook.nu ; Wish me luck!
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I’ve spent all 3000 of these lonely miles Thinking about you I’ve spent all 21 of these painful hours Reliving our goodbye I’ll spend all of my nights hoping that you will call ‘Cause You’re worth waking up for I’ve climbed all 40 steps of this concrete staircase Is your future the same as mine I’ve framed all 23 of my pictures of us So please...
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I’m beginning to figure out that I’m not okay with myself. I know deep in my soul, that love never lasts and we’ve got to figure out other ways to make it alone. I’m unhappy here. I’m unhappy with who I am. I’m unhappy with so many things in this life, and no longer will I settle for any less than what I deserve. I should realize by now that I may not...
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Crawling through the corners of my mind. I feel lost and out of breath. It all feels too familiar and I don’t know where my heart will lead me next. Oh lord, where have you been?
