December 2009
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Okay, so I need some help. My best friend and I have been friends for almost six years now, and we are like twins. Both born July 8th 1993, we have been inseparable since the day we met. I came up with the idea to get matching tattoos when we turn 18, just to represent our friendship and the hardships we’ve been through, just something small, but meaningful. Any ideas?
November 2009
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Home for the holidays. My mom is staying home with me while my dad and brother go visit my grammy for the weekend. She made me broccoli cheese soup, God love her. I love my mom. Even though she gets on my damn nerves half the time, she’s been taking care of me as best as she can. This soup is bomb, and I love my mom. Chicka chicka yeah.
Hazy - Rosi Golan ft. William Fitzsimmons
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I’ve gotta say, I really love it when I see Matty Franklin’s work on Tumblr, cause I’m friends with him through Myspace and he’s from my area, haha. I always recognize a photo of his, I love his work.
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So, Tumblr asked me to post a picture of something I am thankful for. The first thing I thought of was you. I need you like the air I breathe. You are the only person that knows how to control me when my life comes spinning down. You never leave my side, you never stop believing in me, you never give up on me, and you never wanted anyone else after I mistakenly left you. There is no one in...
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Secret #3: I am almost excited to die and for you to find the letter I have written for you.
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This is such bullshit. I fucking get sick right before Thanksgiving. Now my plans are all fucked up and I can’t goto Kates, I prolly can’t fucking goto my Grandma’s on Friday. I get to stay at home all by myself, how nice. Just kill me now. Just, kill me. I’m pretty sure this is mono, and if it is, I’m going to be severely pissed. I am not waiting fucking six...
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Secret #1: I wish I were sexier.
“You’re the brightest morning star, sent from afar, to bring meaning to...”
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I’ve been sick for a few days now, and it has been hell. I’m going to the doctor tomorrow and I’m hoping they don’t find weed or alcohol in my system, because then I’ll be fucked, haha. I haven’t been on tumblr much lately. Whats been going on with everyone?
“xcameronscottx: i feel like trollin’ this kid.
xcameronscottx:...”
– Lmfao, I love Cameron and I’s AIM convos.
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As if this couldn’t get any shittier. That last two days have been hell for you, and it is all my fault. Now, thanks to me, your phone will be shut off, and you have no internet, so I have no way to talk to you. I’m going to probably just die. I really didn’t want to get off the phone and be on bad terms, but when I got worried and said something you didn’t like, you...
“Everyone I know wants to fall in love, but love once got me in the gut. There...”
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Today is going to be one of the best days of my life. I can’t wait till the moment you step off that train and I can run into your arms and finally kiss your lips. You are one of the best things that has ever happened to me, and that is so very true. You know me better than I know myself, which I never though was actually possible. But, having you remember everything about me, and who I...
“Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And...”
– Captain Corelli’s Mandolin
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I hate it when things get like this. Our brains are connected, we’re connected, whatever you’re feeling, I’m feeling. When you’re sad, I’m sad. I hate it when you keep things from me. It makes me feel so useless and like you don’t trust me. Today has just been shitty.
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I just had the best laugh, oh dear lord. As my bestfriend and I sit in our apartment, me listening to my Justin Bieber, and her on the phone with her boyfriend, as she attempts to get off the bed gracefully, she lifts one leg up and rolls off the bed and screams, it was the best thing I’d seen in awhile. I love living with you. Things are great right now. You are the greatest friend I...
WatchHahahahahahaha, I still laugh so hard everytime I see this. That week was one of the best weeks I’ve ever had. I’m so glad you were there to share it with me. I love you, Kels.
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I have never felt so terrified in my life. I hate you for making me worry like that. Jesus. You can’t ever do that to me again. I need you. All of you, forever and ever. I love you. We have to take care of each other, from now on. You are mine as I am yours. Please help me make this work. I love you, always.
“I live like a hermit in my own head.”
